helio(s) ⛧ ghost
they/he or he/theyinfp-t
taurus ☉ | taurus ☾ | leo ↑
neurodivergent :'^)pronouns.page
talk to me about stuff !! i want to talk about my interests with you !!
| general & misc |
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| art, music/instrumentals/scores, [voice] acting, cosplay, collecting, figures, miniatures & tiny objects, plants, typing, theater, cowboys, bikes/gear, robots, the sky/sun/light/clouds/stars, birds, cats, sharks, boxes/glasses/bags |
| current hyperfixations & games |
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| andor, ghost, bumblebee, deltarune |
| dead by daylight, overwatch, phasmophobia, pressure, marvel rivals, r.e.p.o., grace |
| favorite artists, bands, & composers/soundtracks |
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| ghost, ginger root, michael giacchino, xtc, toby fox, yugo kanno, the alan parsons project, yu-peng chen, liana flores, system of a down, daniel pemberton (spiderverse), nicholas britell (andor) (all my liked songs) |
favorite characters :3
(self-explanatory, i know it's long i'm sorry </3)
| dislikes |
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| jumpscares, creepy/disturbing images or videos, extreme gore, curse/threat chain mail & messages, flashing and/or intense lighting, loud fireworks, soundtracks that don't sound the same as the media, hot weather, bugs (being near me, i refuse to kill them), calling all gay media bl/yaoi, pressure to respond to messages, smoking/vaping, drinking/being drunk/high, harry potter (honestly fans DNI). |
| dni |
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| bigots/zionists, transmed/queer exclusionist/fetishist, proship, shedtwt, crypto/nft/ai user, makes fun of people’s appearances, uses 'fat' as a negative term or calls people “biggie/big back,” says or calls other people the r slur (cannot be reclaimed), calls people other slurs without them explicitly stating it's okay to, constantly makes offensive/insensitive "jokes," or simply unwilling to respect tone indicators, triggers, boundaries, & the needs of myself and others. |
| personal boundaries |
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| please give me a heads up if you need to talk about or share something with any of these: mentions or depictions of v*mit (emetophobia) or extreme sickness, animal cruelty or harm (of all kinds, including bugs), graphic/violent imagery, death (esp. hanging/suicide), any other gross, sensitive, or otherwise disturbing topics. |
| if we don’t know each other personally, please don’t go turning things i say nsfw when a situation has absolutely nothing to do with that, flirt with me romantically, or make sexual comments about me, especially physically. |
| don't feel like you can't ask questions (e.g. about me being trans). as long as you're coming from a genuine place, i am always happy to discuss & answer questions about different topics. but do not turn it into an unsolicited debate. |
| don’t tell me to kill bugs, seriously ?? especially for no reason. come on… |
| notes |
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| i have ocd, social anxiety, reading comprehension shit, rejection sensitivity, executive dysfunction, and probably a few other things that i haven't been diagnosed with yet lol. might affect some things, might not affect others. i forget things a lot, and words are hard. i rely super heavily on emojis/emotes (visuals) to express how i feel over text, so when i don't have access to that, it can be hard to communicate properly. pls bear with me :'-) |
| i often need further clarification on things to make sure i'm doing them correct or understanding, especially if i'm not familiar with it. please try to explain things in full and understand if i ask a lot of questions it’s because it helps keep me from feeling anxious and overthinking what i'm doing. |
| i don't do well with, nor do i like most, small talk (whether that be irl, in a game, a chat, or msgs). please don't expect me to always do the "hi how are you i'm good how are you i'm good" thing. also, if we don't know each other, i'm probably not gonna be messaging you regularly. executive dysfunction makes it hard to as well. |
(a full list of things i like, including things i may not currently be hyperfixated on or that i don't interact with as much anymore. feel free to bring them up though !!)
| tv & movies |
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| the owl house, moominvalley, all saints street, the mandalorian, nimona, the girl from the other side, ok ko, the amazing digital circus, the sea beast, fionna and cake, moon knight, loki, spiderverse, agatha all along, sonic boom, sonic 3, sonic prime, andor, rogue one, bumblebee |
| comics |
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| castle swimmer, encore!, it's kind of a funny story, novae, witch hat atelier, the girl from the other side |
| games |
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| undertale, deltarune, minecraft, genshin impact, first class trouble, don't starve together, dead by daylight, re4 remake, valorant, overwatch 2, lethal company, fall guys, helldivers 2, rdr2, dragon age: inquisition, phasmophobia, watch dogs 2, pressure/grace/roblox, ultrakill, mouthwashing, marvel rivals |
| franchises & other |
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| beetlejuice (musical), welcome home, time:bombs, last legacy, touchstarved, ghost, sonic the hedgehog |
i'll try to compile as much as i can and update as often as possible.
please let me know if there's anything you think i should add.
| info sites |
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| palestine master doc | ukraine | syria | trans rights | yemen | |
| other resources |
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| free daily click to help palestine | donate to @CareForGaza | buy eSIMs for people in gaza here & here | call your reps for palestine | support organizations like MMIWHOISMISSING | find a protest | operation olive branch | fundraiser list for gaza, sudan, congo, & more | stream songs that donate | download the boycat app for when you shop & follow along with the BDS movement |
| people to follow, watch, listen to (some on various platforms) |
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| @wissamgaza | @ahmedhjazee | @alijadallah | @joegaza93 | @byplestia | @motaz_azaiza | @hindkhoudary | @aborjelaa | @shaunking | @wizard_bisan1 | @salma_shurrab | @eid_yara | @bds.movement | @jewishvoiceforpeace | @erininthemorning | @theabigailthorn | @caelanconrad | @pinkmantaray | @blairimani | @chasestrangio | @mattxiv | @benjy_lookbook | @environment | @ainamomona | @genzforchange | @abbiesr | @ihartericka | @megemikoart | @eye.on.palestine | @congofriends | @israelscrimes | @jewishantizionistnetwork | @queersinpalestine | @ifnotnoworg | @letstalkpalestine | @sudan.updates | @uyghur_project | @the.andrey.x | @boycatapp | @ismatu.gwendolyn | @aljazeeraenglish | @ajplus | @mo_hamz | @jonathan.n___ | @sam_avraham | @sacramentofoodforest |
| other notes |
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| recycling & buying refurbished electronics when you can are simple ways you can materially help the people of the Congo outside of donating. the lithium-ion batteries in our devices (including rechargeable vapes) are the direct result of people's exploitation. |
| vote in your local elections. be smart with who you vote for and do proper research on their policies. call your reps (there are often templates online). join local and global organizations. stay informed and keep others informed. |
elaborating on the dni for anyone who's confused or doesn't know what terms i said mean
| transmed/queer exclusionist/fetishist/etc. |
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| chasers, referring to seeking trans people (or anyone) out specifically due to fetishizing our lives/bodies, fuck off |
| fujoshi/himedanshi - a girl who specifically consumes gay media / a guy who specifically consumes sapphic media. that is NOT saying you can't enjoy queer media unless you're queer, or can't like queer ships/art/etc., it's calling yourself a separate term just because you consume media with queer people that's weird as fuck. idfc if you're also queer, it's gross. and there is a huge double standard with straight men doing this vs women. |
| if you're a terf, transmed, or otherwise exclusionist, fuck off entirely. as long as the terms someone is using are coming from a genuine place of trying to understand themselves and find the words to describe abstract feelings we cannot quantify, i do not care. don't have dysphoria but get euphoria from being referred to as a different gender identity? trans man but like your chest? nonbinary but don't present androgynously, or call yourself gay/lesbian? neopronouns or xenogenders? he/him or transmasc lesbian? microlabels? hell yeah !!! you're all cool as fuck !!! we are all queer, they hate us all the same, and i love all of you dearly !!! |
| proship/profic/comship/darkship/dead dove/anti-anti/shotacon/lolicon/zoo/etc. |
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| i don't give a fuck what you call yourselves, you're all gross. you can argue all you want that profic/ship just means you don't "harass people over fiction and ships" (not only do y’all do that all the time, but that still doesn't address the point lmao) but y'all are in the same boat as the people who fetishize pedophilia and child characters, incest, rape, & bestiality because it's all under the same logic of "it's just fiction." anyone who does hardcore cnc (aka rape roleplay, call it what it is) can fuck off too, i don't want you rape fetishizers interacting with me. totally fine to like creatures that don't exist in the real world where you can apply your own logic to them, or even just personified creatures, but ignoring an inability to consent (i.e. "ferals" or anything that isn't anthropomorphized) is gross as fuck and i don't want you creeps anywhere near me either. weirdos who feel the need to call themselves "dead dove" or shit like that because they can't write about dark themes normally fuck off too. |
| of course it's okay for dark topics to exist in fiction, in fact it's necessary. bad things exist, they need to be talked about, and there is nothing wrong with taking an interest in dark or depressing themes, horror, etc. the point is that fiction does not exist in a vacuum and intent is everything. how does said media effect society? are you trying to tell a story and convey a message? or are you just drawing fanart shipping a rapist with their victim because you find it hot? fiction does effect reality, no matter how much want you want to deny it. is wanting to run over a pride parade in gta is somehow okay because it's just fiction? should they not have removed transphobia? is racism and queerphobia in roleplay okay just because it's fictional? pedophilia roleplay (not agere)? do you think that's a healthy coping mechanism? if you're excusing these because it's "just fiction" you're insane and a bigot, otherwise you admit that these concepts are not okay to glorify/sexualize just because it's fictional. because they don't exist in a vacuum, they're not unrealistic or fantasy ideas, they are the same ideas of real-world concepts like bigotry !! shocker, rape, incest, and pedophilia are also real-world concepts !! they’re not genres or kinks, they’re real (and unfortunately common) forms of abuse !! i cannot stress enough the point that they don't exist in any other contexts but themselves. there is also a conversation to be had about the way violence/misogyny have been normalized under the guise of "kinks." |
| and fuck off with any attempt at saying this shit is fascistic, the FUCKING AUDACITY to try and compare thinking fetishizing this shit is disgusting to censorship of media due to bigotry i'm fucking baffled. sorry, hating your rape romance book is not the same as bigots calling queer work pornographic for the sake of being queer and attempting to whitewash and erase history. without being too tmi in here for my comfort, i am by no means anti-kink in general lmao (i wish calling yourself a "freak" didn't have an association with the creep shit). not anti-fetish either, i don't really care about obscure fetishes in general, as long as it doesn't put anyone's safety or wellbeing at risk (the former logic applies here too). but i don't wanna see any gross bodily shit (e.g. vore) so keep it away from me pls lol. |
| to be fandom specific, ramyatta shippers fuck off. they were officially stated to be as close as brothers. not close friends, brothers. ignoring found or adoptive family for the sake of your ship is disgusting. they're also robotic, they cannot be related by blood. it's weirdly out of touch with the narrative of the game to try and use that as your logic for justifying the ship. i don't play genshin anymore but same goes for kaeluc shippers despite how much the game portrays them as adoptive brothers. and same goes for making an au just to ship characters who are related (looking at you ghost fandom). you're not avoiding anything by making it an au, it's still incest and you're disgusting. also extending this to optimus & bee shippers; again, they cannot be physically related by blood like we are, but that doesn’t change the dynamic they have and if you can’t pick up on that subtext or ignore it you’re weird. kralsei shippers fuck all the way off too, was it not established for years that ralsei is connected to asriel in some way ?? and just because it’s regarding the ghost fandom, jutty & per supporters fuck off too. |
| shedtwt |
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| the 'shed' part means self harm / eating disorders, and the 'twt' just refers to twitter (but this applies anywhere). if you are in recovery and/or currently struggling, i empathize with you, i share your struggles, and i wish you nothing but the best. but y'all who are making accounts where you constantly share your weight, post "thinspo," shit like that? you KNOW the struggles, yet rather than finding a healthy coping mechanism, you are glorifying self harm and eating disorders into something cute and fun. you endanger people online. |